okay, this kinda sucks. i mean, things are just way off. and i dunno, maybe im expecting too much in a short span of time. its just that you sound so.. different. and im just unsure. I mean, i try to be positive and cheery and all smiley, but its hard to be enthu when the other person seems so uninterested. and i miss what we had and i seriously hope we get it back. im making an effort, but im only human. and i suppose, that goes for you too. so, i’ll give you time to open up again. i’ll try anyway.
this is depressing. D: