I’m so fucking sick of being an underachiever. No matter how much I study its like there’s no difference in my marks and like I’m below average all my life and I’m so fucking tired of it. Study don’t study all same. Wtf. Walk into the lift and I hear about people complaining about how they didn’t get straight As; missed it with one B. Well fuck you.
I am thankful that I promoted but well does this even count.
Yeah I can study harder, and rest assured I will. But can’t help but be dejected. And feel really crappy. I knew I had a bad feeling about this. So miserable how am I going to face my parents.